Friday, November 30, 2007

Please check my brain!

Work/Family/Relationship/Friends/Money

Have you ever fallen into a trap that life has become routine to you? Spending time at home & accompany your love ones and friends have becoming a schedule that u need to fulfill daily, weekly, or even monthly or yearly.

To me, a routine are things that we do daily, and without notice, we forgotten to add in feelings to everything that we are doing. I'm just living in a schedule. I dun wan this kinda life. Its meaningless.

Who can i talk to? I can only depend on u, mylifebook.

Don't know is the word that best describe how much i know myself. I've lost my way in life, anyone can give me a hand and pull me out of this??

I'm very sorry that I've hurt a lot of people along the way especially my luv one. Should i say i didn't treat my life seriously, i didn't treat everything and everyone seriously?

I'm sorry for letting all of u down.

Can anyone diagnose on my brain and check if its functioning well?

Can I do away with all sorry! I hate to say sorry, cause whenever i say sorry to someone, I must have done something wrong or even feel that i treated someone badly.

I just dunno how to express myself...

Monday, November 19, 2007

Just another stupid update...

Have been along time didn't blog le, lots of things happened in between, some are reversible but some are irreversible (no matter good or bad).

I hope all will keep an open mind and live on a better life (Just Let Go). What done can't be undone, so do treasure ppl around you & the things that you have before its too late.

Live is short, Why not live a colourful life; the life that we really want? Why are there so many concerns that hold us back to enjoy the life that we want?

Is it because of responsibilities? commitments? How about those who are living with us? should we take them into consideration whenever we make any decision?

Who is/are responsible for the ups and downs in our life? Who is/are the one that really can share our ups and downs in life?

No 1 but ourselves. We can only be affected and get influence by other's feelings cause we feel for each other. but what happen when time gets longer.... Feelings dies off, ppl start to adopt a kind of routine life, feeling for each other became a routine, patience run out, Listening heart become listening ears (enter from the left, leave from the rite).

May be its human nature... Anyone can relight the fire in our heart and soul???