What can i do to make you trust me? You know that the sadness thing is not that what i wanna do, but is the trust that u can't give it to me. I can't blame you as i'm the one that betray your trust in the 1st place, but, it is the fact that i did the wrong things that i can't forgive myself.
I hope that i can turn back time, erase all my history, forget what i should forgotten, i miss the happy moments that we hard before. I love you my dear! I'm sorry my dear.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
If only i could turn back time
Hi there,
Haven't been blogging for a long time. Haha, there is a blank in my life book from the last blog till today. At least i didn't forget about you, my life book. Lotsa things happened.
Life is vulnerable, so do treasure it. I would encourage all and myself to treasure every min and sec in life. Please please, do treaure your love ones. We can considered ourselves luck if we are still alive the very next sec, well, alot of people are unable to live for the next sec, and i'm refering to those that had passed away.
It is a petty that they are unable to move to the next stage of life. It is irreversible. Life, we live once, so treasure what we have, spend more time with your love ones cause you will never know what will be happening in the next sec.
Well, life will still go on no doubt you love ur love one. Hmmm, though miss them, we gotta treat it as they hard migrated to the other dimension and we will meet up with them when its our time to leave the world.
Oh no, I went side track again. Sorry, but it is my style : ) Hmmm... BTW, back to the topic: If only i could turn back time.... What will be your continuation of this sentence? You guys need to think about it seriously.
Hmm, for me, i will continue the sentence like this:
I would have treasure you and wun be so stupid to commit such costly mistakes. I hurt you so much and ultimately hurting myself. I know that i'm forgiven for the mistakes made, but what done is done, the facts can't be erased and cannot be forgotten and thus affecting the trust between us. Well, that is irreversible, may be i did not take live and people around me seriously in the passed, but i did realised my mistakes and wanting to change for good.
Well I gotta treat it as too bad, rather to keep on hoping for a chance to be given by you. But i'm really very sad and really regretted for what i've did that contributed to this irreversible change.
Haven't been blogging for a long time. Haha, there is a blank in my life book from the last blog till today. At least i didn't forget about you, my life book. Lotsa things happened.
Life is vulnerable, so do treasure it. I would encourage all and myself to treasure every min and sec in life. Please please, do treaure your love ones. We can considered ourselves luck if we are still alive the very next sec, well, alot of people are unable to live for the next sec, and i'm refering to those that had passed away.
It is a petty that they are unable to move to the next stage of life. It is irreversible. Life, we live once, so treasure what we have, spend more time with your love ones cause you will never know what will be happening in the next sec.
Well, life will still go on no doubt you love ur love one. Hmmm, though miss them, we gotta treat it as they hard migrated to the other dimension and we will meet up with them when its our time to leave the world.
Oh no, I went side track again. Sorry, but it is my style : ) Hmmm... BTW, back to the topic: If only i could turn back time.... What will be your continuation of this sentence? You guys need to think about it seriously.
Hmm, for me, i will continue the sentence like this:
I would have treasure you and wun be so stupid to commit such costly mistakes. I hurt you so much and ultimately hurting myself. I know that i'm forgiven for the mistakes made, but what done is done, the facts can't be erased and cannot be forgotten and thus affecting the trust between us. Well, that is irreversible, may be i did not take live and people around me seriously in the passed, but i did realised my mistakes and wanting to change for good.
Well I gotta treat it as too bad, rather to keep on hoping for a chance to be given by you. But i'm really very sad and really regretted for what i've did that contributed to this irreversible change.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Juz a tot....
Life are full of ups and downs.
Things are constantly happening no matter happy or sad, good or bad.
Its too bad we can't prevent the bad happenings or turn back times.
Well, I'm really sad that i can't help much at all but to see you fighting this war all alone. I did my very best and I'm still trying very hard to comfort you, but whatever I've did and said (which i though it might help and give you comfort) are apparently those actions and words that you don't like, that is the saddest things in my life.
I've never been so sad before.Be it self blaming you may say, but I'm really feeling down cause I can't even help my love but to get so agitated when I'm treated unfairly and being scolded badly. I dunno what really happen but i do hope that its not because of the unhappy incident that happen in the early Oct that are affecting us.
Sometimes, i just felt helpless and useless, cause I've lost my ability to help, talk, console, spend time happily and meaningfully with you.
It takes times and courage for people to realise that some things are irreversible. It took me around a year or 2 to up everything down and let go when my granny past away when I'm 1st year in my poly life. It really affects me badly and my life have change.
During that period of time, i do not have any support from my friends (cause they are all not very close with me at that time), no matter Secondary school friends or poly friends. Well, may be I'm still a teenager then, I treat all people i don't like like shit and may sure I'll give them a hell of scolding out of nothing. I'm still very regretful for what I've did to them.
Well, time passes very fast and i hope that we can stay a happy and meaningful life, its not that we can't think about those who have left us, we still have the right to feel sad and keep on thinking of them. If you feel sad, I hope that you will tell me how you feel rather than handling it all by yourself. Please treasure the time, relation you have with all the people around you cause, our today will be tomorrow's history very fast....
Things are constantly happening no matter happy or sad, good or bad.
Its too bad we can't prevent the bad happenings or turn back times.
Well, I'm really sad that i can't help much at all but to see you fighting this war all alone. I did my very best and I'm still trying very hard to comfort you, but whatever I've did and said (which i though it might help and give you comfort) are apparently those actions and words that you don't like, that is the saddest things in my life.
I've never been so sad before.Be it self blaming you may say, but I'm really feeling down cause I can't even help my love but to get so agitated when I'm treated unfairly and being scolded badly. I dunno what really happen but i do hope that its not because of the unhappy incident that happen in the early Oct that are affecting us.
Sometimes, i just felt helpless and useless, cause I've lost my ability to help, talk, console, spend time happily and meaningfully with you.
It takes times and courage for people to realise that some things are irreversible. It took me around a year or 2 to up everything down and let go when my granny past away when I'm 1st year in my poly life. It really affects me badly and my life have change.
During that period of time, i do not have any support from my friends (cause they are all not very close with me at that time), no matter Secondary school friends or poly friends. Well, may be I'm still a teenager then, I treat all people i don't like like shit and may sure I'll give them a hell of scolding out of nothing. I'm still very regretful for what I've did to them.
Well, time passes very fast and i hope that we can stay a happy and meaningful life, its not that we can't think about those who have left us, we still have the right to feel sad and keep on thinking of them. If you feel sad, I hope that you will tell me how you feel rather than handling it all by yourself. Please treasure the time, relation you have with all the people around you cause, our today will be tomorrow's history very fast....
Thursday, December 6, 2007
Jan 2008, here i come!
Today is just like any other day, so boring, don't have much to do in the office. How should i weigh myself at work?? Hmmm.... I should say I'm worthless at work. My company is paying me to do nothing... some of you may envy my working life because I'm getting paid to do nothing, but this feeling isn't good.
I've worked in this kind of environment for more than 2 years, going 3. I think that i really can't adapt to this kinda working life. It makes me slow, look old and feel old. Hmm... Yeah, i shouldn't complain so much cause my POSTs are full of unhappiness and complains. Should be positive and look and move towards the future right? I hope i can do it.
Can i be brought forward to Jan 2008? I'm really keen to jump from now till then. 1st of all my reservist & studies then will be my new J+B. Hmmm, not forgetting the Genting trip that we have thought of going. Most importantly, I hope that i will have a happy relationship with my love ones (Family, Baby and Friends) and things will get better. And when will i get married??? Hmmm......
I've worked in this kind of environment for more than 2 years, going 3. I think that i really can't adapt to this kinda working life. It makes me slow, look old and feel old. Hmm... Yeah, i shouldn't complain so much cause my POSTs are full of unhappiness and complains. Should be positive and look and move towards the future right? I hope i can do it.
Can i be brought forward to Jan 2008? I'm really keen to jump from now till then. 1st of all my reservist & studies then will be my new J+B. Hmmm, not forgetting the Genting trip that we have thought of going. Most importantly, I hope that i will have a happy relationship with my love ones (Family, Baby and Friends) and things will get better. And when will i get married??? Hmmm......
Friday, November 30, 2007
Please check my brain!
Work/Family/Relationship/Friends/Money
Have you ever fallen into a trap that life has become routine to you? Spending time at home & accompany your love ones and friends have becoming a schedule that u need to fulfill daily, weekly, or even monthly or yearly.
To me, a routine are things that we do daily, and without notice, we forgotten to add in feelings to everything that we are doing. I'm just living in a schedule. I dun wan this kinda life. Its meaningless.
Who can i talk to? I can only depend on u, mylifebook.
Don't know is the word that best describe how much i know myself. I've lost my way in life, anyone can give me a hand and pull me out of this??
I'm very sorry that I've hurt a lot of people along the way especially my luv one. Should i say i didn't treat my life seriously, i didn't treat everything and everyone seriously?
I'm sorry for letting all of u down.
Can anyone diagnose on my brain and check if its functioning well?
Can I do away with all sorry! I hate to say sorry, cause whenever i say sorry to someone, I must have done something wrong or even feel that i treated someone badly.
I just dunno how to express myself...
Have you ever fallen into a trap that life has become routine to you? Spending time at home & accompany your love ones and friends have becoming a schedule that u need to fulfill daily, weekly, or even monthly or yearly.
To me, a routine are things that we do daily, and without notice, we forgotten to add in feelings to everything that we are doing. I'm just living in a schedule. I dun wan this kinda life. Its meaningless.
Who can i talk to? I can only depend on u, mylifebook.
Don't know is the word that best describe how much i know myself. I've lost my way in life, anyone can give me a hand and pull me out of this??
I'm very sorry that I've hurt a lot of people along the way especially my luv one. Should i say i didn't treat my life seriously, i didn't treat everything and everyone seriously?
I'm sorry for letting all of u down.
Can anyone diagnose on my brain and check if its functioning well?
Can I do away with all sorry! I hate to say sorry, cause whenever i say sorry to someone, I must have done something wrong or even feel that i treated someone badly.
I just dunno how to express myself...
Monday, November 19, 2007
Just another stupid update...
Have been along time didn't blog le, lots of things happened in between, some are reversible but some are irreversible (no matter good or bad).
I hope all will keep an open mind and live on a better life (Just Let Go). What done can't be undone, so do treasure ppl around you & the things that you have before its too late.
Live is short, Why not live a colourful life; the life that we really want? Why are there so many concerns that hold us back to enjoy the life that we want?
Is it because of responsibilities? commitments? How about those who are living with us? should we take them into consideration whenever we make any decision?
Who is/are responsible for the ups and downs in our life? Who is/are the one that really can share our ups and downs in life?
No 1 but ourselves. We can only be affected and get influence by other's feelings cause we feel for each other. but what happen when time gets longer.... Feelings dies off, ppl start to adopt a kind of routine life, feeling for each other became a routine, patience run out, Listening heart become listening ears (enter from the left, leave from the rite).
May be its human nature... Anyone can relight the fire in our heart and soul???
I hope all will keep an open mind and live on a better life (Just Let Go). What done can't be undone, so do treasure ppl around you & the things that you have before its too late.
Live is short, Why not live a colourful life; the life that we really want? Why are there so many concerns that hold us back to enjoy the life that we want?
Is it because of responsibilities? commitments? How about those who are living with us? should we take them into consideration whenever we make any decision?
Who is/are responsible for the ups and downs in our life? Who is/are the one that really can share our ups and downs in life?
No 1 but ourselves. We can only be affected and get influence by other's feelings cause we feel for each other. but what happen when time gets longer.... Feelings dies off, ppl start to adopt a kind of routine life, feeling for each other became a routine, patience run out, Listening heart become listening ears (enter from the left, leave from the rite).
May be its human nature... Anyone can relight the fire in our heart and soul???
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Click
Hey, long time didn't blog le, I think its important to constantly update my blog, cause its my life book ya.... Hmm... dun wanna miss out too much and hope that i can still recall bits and pieces of wat happened for the past 10+++ days...
1) Zouk with baby
2) Waraku with my baby (our 18th Month Anni), and the nice ice-cream we have after dinner
3) Mc, Mac breakfast, Slack at Baby's plc... Go alot of plc to shop tui nan (Kaki Bukit, Bugis) and back to Baby plc.
4) Crazy shopping again after our dinner (beef and dumpling noodle), Cushion, My baby bao zhen, and my 2 x Yandao Specs, Go my baby place and watch "Click"
Well this show is a very good show, Very educational (not to kids, but to the adults, yeah us).
Please go and watch it if u haven't do so...
Its fun to have that universal remote control but, it not very fun cause u really can't control it and it can go out of hand... till then u will find out wat u really wan... So, stop dreaming and u gotta do wat u need and you love to do... Nothing is more important that ur love and the time you have with ur close 1. So its ok to be relax at times.....
Do Not Regret ya...
1) Zouk with baby
2) Waraku with my baby (our 18th Month Anni), and the nice ice-cream we have after dinner
3) Mc, Mac breakfast, Slack at Baby's plc... Go alot of plc to shop tui nan (Kaki Bukit, Bugis) and back to Baby plc.
4) Crazy shopping again after our dinner (beef and dumpling noodle), Cushion, My baby bao zhen, and my 2 x Yandao Specs, Go my baby place and watch "Click"
Well this show is a very good show, Very educational (not to kids, but to the adults, yeah us).
Please go and watch it if u haven't do so...
Its fun to have that universal remote control but, it not very fun cause u really can't control it and it can go out of hand... till then u will find out wat u really wan... So, stop dreaming and u gotta do wat u need and you love to do... Nothing is more important that ur love and the time you have with ur close 1. So its ok to be relax at times.....
Do Not Regret ya...
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